6 out of 30

6) what is the hardest thing you have ever experienced?


this question seems almost impossible to answer. who has not been through hard things? at the time didn't they all seem like the hardest thing you had been through?


in order to give some kind of answer, i will say my miscarriages. i lump them into one thing because they occurred within a 6 month period. the pain from the first one blurred into the second one and swallowed my life for over a year. 


up to the moment my youngest daughter was born i was convinced that i would never have another live birth.


i allowed the differences in perspective between my husband and i to become a wedge in our marriage for years. 


i have blogged extensively about this before, so i'll leave it at that.