Thursday, May 24, 2012

2 out of 30

2) Describe 3 legitimate fears you have and explain how they became fears.


i'm not really sure what would make a fear legitimate since i've not had many bad things happen to me, but here goes.


1. i'm terrified of being kidnapped (and the horrors i imagine would follow.) i don't think this is irrational or uncommon. it may explain my penchant for carrying knives and/or other weapons and why i recently started taking karate.


2. i'm afraid i'll do something stupid (like while hiking or canoeing) go into a coma and bankrupt my family because i don't have medical insurance. after typing this i really wish i had insurance because that just seems WAY too plausible.


3. i'm afraid of becoming a bad wife/mother/person. i'm afraid that at some point i will get tired of making an effort, succumb to my baser self, and not care that i disappoint or crush my husband and kids and God.


so far none of these have changed the way i live my life, for better or worse. i still hike (but when i can afford it i will have insurance), i don't avoid certain parts of town (i do keep my eyes open and trust my instincts, i'm not an idiot), and i continue to strive toward being who God wants me to be.

Wednesday, May 23, 2012

1 out of 30

so obviously i've not been blogging lately (you know, since march). so i found this list and decided to run with it.

1) list 20 random facts about yourself.

1. i really enjoy physical labor (roofing, building things, etc.)
2. i love art; looking at it or making it. its all good.
3. my mother is bi-polar and currently unmedicated
4. i love to watch competitive fights (MMA, boxing type stuff)
5. TV and eating are my coping mechanisms
6. i love hiking and being outside
7. i don't like direct sun; it hurts my eyes and head.
8. i love tattoos and would have a million, but i don't want them anywhere but my arms.
9. i have tried to learn the trumpet, flute, piano, but none successfully.
10. i don't care if people don't like me as long as i like who i am being.
11. i believe that my husband is the authority in my family.
12. i seriously love animals. i would have a million if i could afford them.
13. i love to read
14. i thought i would have more kids, but after losing 2 babies i'm terrified of getting pregnant.
15. i work very hard to avoid whatever might decrease my contentment with my life.
16. i hate poison ivy and even the thought of it makes my skin crawl.
17. if someone hurts me on purpose, i will drop them from my life if at all possible
18. i would like to someday adopt or do foster care because i believe every kid deserves to be loved.
19. i plan to someday be a college professor.
20. i think i would eat chinese food everyday if i could

30 things

so obviously i've not been blogging lately (you know, since march). so i found this list and decided to run with it.

30 Things

the list

1. List 20 random facts about yourself.
2. Describe 3 legitimate fears you have and explain how they became fears.
3. Describe your relationship with your parents.
4. List 10 things you would tell your 16 year-old self, if you could.
5. What are the 5 things that make you most happy right now?
6. What is the hardest thing you have ever experienced?
7. What is your dream job, and why?
8. What are 5 passions you have?
9. List 10 people who have influenced you and describe how.
10. Describe your most embarrassing moment.
11. Describe 10 pet peeves you have.
12. Describe a typical day in your current life.
13. Describe 5 weaknesses you have.
14. Describe 5 strengths you have.
15. If you were an animal, what would you be and why?
16. What are your 5 greatest accomplishments?
17. What is the thing you most wish you were great at?
18. What has been the most difficult thing you have had to forgive?
19. If you could live anywhere, where would it be and why?
20. Describe 3 significant memories from your childhood.
21. If you could have one superpower, what would it be and what would you do with it first?
22. Where do you see yourself in 5 years? 10 years? 15 years?
23. List your top 5 hobbies and why you love them.
24. Describe your family dynamic of your childhood vs. your family dynamic now.
25. If you could have dinner with anyone in history, who would it be and what would you eat?
26. What popular notion do you think the world has most wrong?
27. What is your favorite part of your body and why?
28. What is your love language?
29. What do you think people misundertand most about you?
30. List 10 things you would hope to be remembered for.